Haven't posted...

In a while, and I apologize for that. It's been a wild ride and I am glad my seatbelt is on fo 'sho. :) Lots of things have transpired around me and I feel the Lord's presence in ALL of it. I have been incognegro(hehehehe) for a spell due to me re-evaluating what's priority in my life where my little lady and myself are concerned.

In this season of the great '08 for me, I am learning not to hold my tongue about alot of things going on (**looking at Ro**) in my world and I have to be really honest here, it's difficult when I truly want to speak my mind and I can't at the time. I am learning how to be vulnerable to the Lord's voice when it comes to decision making regarding my life and others around me. You really don't realize how much your decisions.. good, bad or ugly really and truly effect those you are connected with until it happens. I had never quite grasped that concept truly until recently. (oh boy....)

I am also learning (catching my breath) that I should not and cannot let people make decisions about my life for me. If I do, then they have FULL access to my world.. Meaning they would have quite a bit of say so.... Oh my goodness... I don't think that would be a great idea... to say the least... I have to walk this path called life out for myself. But thank God, not by myself. I have some wonderfully, amazing and incredible prayer warriors (partners) in my life who are willing to hang out on the front line with me. And for that I am eternally grateful. :)

I hope this wasn't too much to start off April with.. I just felt the need to share. :)


Striving for Perfection in the eyes of my Daddy,

Jenn