Psalms 139:14

I will praise Thee; for I am fearfully and wonderfully made; marvellous are Thy works.....

All I can say is... Oh My Word

Friday, September 28, 2007

My BFF introduced me to another blogger who is dealing with the same issue I am and I felt my heart drop today. My eyes welled up with tears because in the midst of all of the chaos sometimes, we truly forget that there are or maybe someone else out there going thru the very thing you are.

The first couple of entries made me say... WHOA.... SERIOUSLY. I am not yet ready to blog like "lleem", but I will soon. I know alot of you are tired of trying to read between the lines... I promise you will understand this particular season soon.

It just makes me think of how selfish I can really be with my testimony, though. I want to able to be used by the Lord so that someone can be soothed by my jourmey. Its not even for me to get the glory. To be truthfully honest, I don't want the glory. I wouldn't know what to do with it.

I was reminded this morning that lip service is unrighteous... Man..... That is quite a mouthful...."Stick 2 Your Guns". That is a saying I have heard over and over again. But didn't start truly putting it to use until this season of my life. I still feel (on more than one occasion)as if I am hearing Jenn. But I am reminded that even when I look foolish and others perceive me as being "two sandwiches short of a picnic", I am not. I am coming into my own with the Lord and I am right on His coat tail.

Others can't teach me how to fall in love with Jesus.. I have to desire it badly enough to see what it entells for MYSELF... Not on someone else's watch, but my own.

More later..

1 comments:

Rosheeda said...

You are beautiful.

This is all that comes to mind when I read this entry.

You are beautiful. You will bloom soon - and the flowers will be lovely and fragrant. Grow where you are planted. Allow your beauty to draw those around you and captivate them with the sweet fragrance of Daddy. If noone else knows your heart, He does - and it is for Him that you must live now. Don't look to the right or left. Don't waiver and don't faint. Your leaves are green and strong. They will not wither. You will bear sweet, delicious fruit in it's season. All those who take from your tree will know that you have seen, heard, and honored the One with all your heart soul and spirit.Obedience is better than sacrifice and God is a God who does all things well.

Again. I love you. You are beautiful. Keep it movin'. Song of Solomon. Keep it movin'.