Psalms 139:14

I will praise Thee; for I am fearfully and wonderfully made; marvellous are Thy works.....

Here We Go.... Again...

Monday, October 8, 2007

I hate the fact that some people feel like they know what's best for me and mine. And have their own opinions about my life. For once, I would like to leave my past right where it is and move forward. Without it being HUNG over my head after every decision that I make. You can say what you want, but don't judge me please.

The only person who truly knows the end results is Jesus. I am learning how to rely solely on Him. I had to stop depending on my BF soo much for the answers. She doesn't know either. All she knows to do is to direct me to the Lord, and the rest is up to me. We depend on each other for strength and encouragement and almost forget to tell Jesus about it. I have to keep encouragaing myself. I am the one going thru. This isn't easy for me. Life isn't easy. You take what you have and make the best of it. I will never be who others think I should be. I can only be Jenn. The Jenn that God created.

I have had a season up to this point that has been mad crazy. But I refuse to run from it. I am facing it head on and if others don't like my approach, then I can't worry about them, can I?

If you have a spare moment in your prayer time, please pray for me.

1 comments:

Rosheeda said...

I'm praying. You are good enough, smart enough, strong enough, and secure enough in who you are to weather this. Grow where you are planted...

Lord, right now I ask you to put a comforting encouraging loving sustaining arm around Jenn. Meet her where she is and give her what she needs to endure.Thank you for her heart and her spirit - thank you for her desire for You. Take care of her and show her Your Glory. In Jesus' name,

Amen.