Truly Baffled @...

How some people could possibly question my relationship with Christ because I am not doing what they feel I should be doing or I am not making the decision that agrees with what THEY want and how they do things. Wow... I don't know whether to be appauled, mad or just amazed.

And these are the "folx" that love me? Really? If that's love, then I am with the wrong people... No matter what everyone thinks, I think I am right on track as far running for the hem of the Lord's garment, so my issue of blood can be gone (in due season).

I don't like having a "foul" odor. Its down right embarassing. I want to be fresh and clean. And in order to do that properly, I need to be stripped,torn,pulled of anything holding me back from where God wants me to be. I do know that I am not going to get closer to Him the same way as anyone else. He didn't create all of us the same. He lets us have similar situations to help keep each other accountable as well as lifted in spirit.

This is my show. No more dress rehearsals, this is it. I keep repeating myself. I am sooooooo thankful for a fresh start. To be in love with Jesus truly and start over with the slate clean.

Lord,

I know my past keeps creeping up on me, but I need you to move anything that isn't of You so that I can truly focus on You to be a better person that wears the many hats you have given me and whatever comes in Your time. I love you more than anything and I am willing, Lord to uncover everything (Jesus) to be clean and whole with You.

Jenn