I have decided to let the Lord do what He does best. I would love for Him to be what He is in Malachi 3:3 in my life. A refiner and purifier. I want to be that black piece of nothing and refined and purified and cleaned to look like the diamond in the rough that I am. Are there things in your life that you are still holding to because you are afraid of what can be revealed?
Don't. Holding on to your past mistakes, hurts, fears can help you miss out on your present blessings. Whatever meat is left on those bones of the skeleton you are holding on so tight to, is not worth missing out on the grace, love and faithfulness of Jesus. He is everything we need. I am learning to surrender everything to Him because I want to please Him.
I am sooo terrified at this next season of my life because it will require some much of the Jenn I want to know to reveal herself. Oh boy. The Lord shows me bits and pieces and I am glad He does it that way. I would be nutty if He gave me what's next all at once. I know my prayer life is going to change, my heart will have to change, my spirit will have to be more open, my flesh is going to have to come down foreal. :)
Lord,
I want to thank you for holding on to me even when I didn't want You to. Thank you for allowing the right people(spirits) to be in my life at the right time. Father, I ask right now that you cover, protect, guide those who are seeking your face. Allow the windows of heaven to be opened for them. Give them all of what they need in order to pursue You more and more. I thank you for being my Savior, Deliverer(yes !), my Comforter, my Waymaker.. You truly do all things well.
Jenn
Psalms 139:14
I will praise Thee; for I am fearfully and wonderfully made; marvellous are Thy works.....
Revealing What's Underneath..Pt2....
Friday, January 18, 2008
Labels: Learning
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5 comments:
now THAT'S the business, lil' Mama. My life for yours chicky!
I'm going to have to spend some time on your blog tonight and catch up...it looks like you've got some good posts!
that's wild..sometimes I foolishly think that I am mature enough to handle it all too, I think I should know the ending...don't even care sometimes at how I get there or what or who it took to get me there...selfishly - I just want the answers...all of them..HELLO..couldnt even get that in school...why do I think I can get it in life...BESIDES, I am so NOT READY!!!
Hey, I tagged ya on my blog! Hope you'll play along! check it out!!!
Shaneia: I believe everyone is like that at some point.. We want to everything right now or else... :)
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