Whew....Pt 2

I don't want you thinking in any shape, form or fashion that pt 1 and the following entries pertaining to what I am telling you about this season in my world are bashing sessions, because they aren't. I am merely just stating this thing from my perspective. And by all means, when you get a chance pray for both of our hearts to be open and that they are healed.

Now, just from reading Pt. 1 you would think JD is this awful man. In actuality, he isn't. He just not "that type of guy" to change as he puts it. We both weren't ready for what the Lord had for us. And I realize that this could be repairable. And I know what kind of person or man of God JD could be. I have prayed for him constantly since these battles started (since before the I do's) and have yet to stop doing so. Whatever the case was or should have been, its been an uphill spiritual war that has had that baby wounded for an extended amount of time and not able to heal as he should.

And it just seems like he lives his life to please others. And that shouldn't be the case. You should be living your life for the Lord. Before I go any further, I am not saying I have been a saint, because I know fo' sho' I haven't been. I have brought quite a bit on myself that I couldn't swallow, but I ran into it and didn't look back and came out on top. And there are quite a few things I am still healing from.

Now, I have a couple of questions for you.. Wouldn't you find it interesting (if you were married) if your spouse talked to everyone about your marriage but you? Ok, let's go a little deeper into this thing. How about if his side of the family knew more than you did about your marriage? Wouldn't that seem a bit....... peculiar??? Boy, where are my smiley expressions when I need them?

Looks like this will have many parts... More to come.....