Time Sure Does Fly By....

I realize that I haven't posted since August.. whoa... Time flies when you are working, I have been here at my job for almost a year :-O (Nov. 1st) and I am truly, truly thankful for the situations, antics, fallouts, arguments, frustration that I have had in order to get closer to Jesus in the workplace. Blessed oil comes in real handy around here.... ;)) I have been frustrtated :-L, mad at the world, mad at people for the things that I did. But, no one has control over my actions, but me. I have learned to step back and re-evaluate situations without just making decisions emotionally. That is soooooo hard to do...

About this time last year, I was venting about what was going on in my world and where I was with it. And recalling the many blessings I have received since then. The Lord has revealed quite a bit in a year and I must say that I have been knocked on my face to pray. This situation is a lil more complicated, more complex than before...
***When you get a moment, please [-O< for you me***

I have been at my wits ~X( end about how to continue moving forward. Things are falling into place, and I am thankful that the Lord hasn't given up on me yet...

I sure hope that whatever the ultimate final decision is that I make, won't leave me without the people I need the most. I think that is my biggest fear. Well, off to work I go...:-"


Love you all :x :)>-,

Reflecting....

This is a post from a blog I began with my sister last year. The Lord allowed me the opportunity to go back and reflect.... Just wanted to share....


Friday, October 26, 2007

The First Time for Me...

When I truly allowed Him to speak to me was when I was preparing to be a mom. I knew my life before then was not the best. Oh My Word. I was living crazy. Was in a crazy, jacked up relationship and wanted out. I began journaling every night asking the Lord to talk to me. To breathe on me. To love me. To help me get to Him. Over the course of 2 months, my life went spiraling (what looked like)downwards turned upwards. The more things came to pass that He spoke to me, the more I wrote and talk to Him wanting,needing, desiring more. I pray that sooner (prayerfully)or later you would just take a few minutes to get to know Jesus for yourself. Not for your man, or your sister, but for yourself. Because if you don't, it will bite you in the butt later on in life. Not good.

The Lord spoke to me stating that I was indeed the apple of His eye, that I was His daughter with an inheritance that I wouldn't know what to do with because of the weight of it. Wow... I began to search my heart truly then only because He showed me that He was what I needed... it didn't really matter that I wanted it...The fact is that I chose Jesus. I chose life. I chose royalty.

When are you going to let Jesus wash your feet and drench your hair with the oil from the Alabaster box?

He is waiting,